talking to tommy last night made me feel really good. i had to express my surprise that he was sober on a thursday, to which he replied that they're really hardly ever drunk on weeknights, which i raised my eyebrows at but whatever. not that i'm getting my hopes up or anything, but he mentioned that he and dan might take another car trip next wednesday.....to fairfield. i realllllllllly want him to, even though they wouldn't be able to stick around that long, i don't care. ten minutes of seeing him would be worth it....he told me it'd be worth driving four hours just to see me for ten minutes too. :-) i don't even have a single exam till next saturday. all of next week is just studying and writing my english paper. i think i can work in a brief boyfriend study break. oh and he was wearing a black shirt tonight. dear god. he promised he'd wear it if he comes here on wednesday. tommy--in---black. yummy. how will i ever make him leave?

time for the last math class i will ever attend IN MY LIFE. exxxxxxxcellent.