Today was one of the most stressful days I've had in a long time, and things are going to remain pretty stressful till next tuesday. i'm fixing my sights on tuesday night, when i'll really be able to relax. More deep thoughts in the shower tonight but I'm too tired to blog them. Tomorrow night I'm going to my first off-floor party-- *gasp*. with wendy, of course; it's her friend's birthday, and she's bringing pete so i won't be the only one who won't really know who everyone is. at lunch today with some people from sub-free i dont usually eat with we had an interesting discussion about drinking; as it turns out, nearly everyone on sub-free is ok with casual, social drinking as long as it's not excessive. there's only a very very very few people who condemn drinking in any form. like one, that i know of, anyway. it was just interesting to get a different perspective, because these people were ones that i'll admit i would have thought would look down on any kind of drinking, yet here they were freely telling stories about choking on their first jello shot and the like. i like my floor.

i realized that if i only had some hard liquor in my room, this would be one of those nights i would just turn on a movie and unwind by getting quietly drunk, all by myself.