I was trying to make a christmas list to give my mom tonight, without much success. I was playing that "all i want for christmas..." game myself as i was walking down the back stairs, and i realized something. what i really want for christmas is a date with that cute brian guy from downstairs! yeah, there are a lot of brians running around the world, i guess....this one looks like a younger, hotter kevin bacon. i'm still kicking myself over that day he came up to me in canisius and started talking to me, and i was in a hurry to get to the LARC so i basically brushed him off. *smacks self repeatedly* basically i need a plan, or something....i need to find a reason to start spending more time on the third floor. what, am i going to start visiting rob a lot? or maybe chris....sucks that i don't know any of the girls who actually live there! argh. there's another cute guy too who lives on this floor, but i've been down the dormcest path and i'm never doing that again. wait, there's more than one cute guy, one's way too short and one ain't too friendly.

alrighty now it's 2:20 am, and i spent like the past two or three hours trading barbs with andrew, sean, tj, matt and dahts. it was a good night. my nine-thirty was canceled, otherwise i'd have hit the sack a while ago. oh, the hottie down the hall is named john :-)

somehow, some way, i WILL get to know that kid from downstairs, dammit!