If all goes well, Michelle might be getting some later this weekend. teehee. heather told me that she now feels that random hookups are meaningless and she wants to be with someone she cares about. well, right now, it's precisely that meaningless-ness that i'm going for! i'm free, i have no obligations to anyone, i can do as i please. and there is some kind of meaning in every hookup, if you think about it. it just means that you're doing something that will bring you some measure of happiness, even if it is temporary. even if you're only doing it to get that blood-pumping, heart-thumping exhilaration that comes from going into uncharted waters. that's exactly what im doing, or will be doing. this reminds me of the wiccan saying: "an' it harm none, do what ye will."

wendy (to me): "can we procreate?"