I'm amused by the fact that the only reason that sara knew i was not annie was because i said "shit" when i called her this morning....and people should stop being negative on their xanga sites. life is good, even if--gasp--you refrain from overanalyzing it and telling everyone all your meaningless thoughts on what it really signifies, just to get them to believe you, and then tell them to go fuck off when they start worshipping you like you knew they would. don't tell people what you think and then diss them for believing it because they should "think for themselves". if you really wanted to think for yourself, you would have to reinvent language, literature, philosophy, religion, sports, because everything in the world around us is based on the thoughts of others. as carl sagan says "if you want to make apple pie from scratch, first you must create the universe". if some people want to take what other people believe and make it their own, fine, and if it makes them happy what should anyone else have to say about it? are you so truly satisfied with the state of your own life that you dare make judgments about how other people live theirs?

and i'll dream of my disney fairytales if i damn well please, thank you.